Sunday, January 2, 2011

Meltdown

Since my Dad passed away, I've had a few emotional ups and downs (read: I've gone bat $h!t crazy for a moment or two...) that seem to be triggered by a few of life's normal functions. Like grocery shopping. For some background, my dad worked in a grocery store and was my go-to for all things grocery related.

Especially produce. That man could pick out a mean piece of fruit.

In the grocery store tonight I had a bit of a meltdown. I always called my dad for recommendations on fruits and veggies. Because he worked in produce, he knew what was in season, what was good/what wasn't so good, what countries were growing the best produce, etc. He also knew the names of the different types of apples I like. I would call to ask what apples to grab because I'm really picky about my apples.

When I realized I couldn't call him, I lost it. In the middle of the grocery store.

It wouldn't be so bad, except it was my third time losing it in a grocery store. So far I'm 3 for 3 when it comes to crying in the middle of grocery stores.

God I miss that man. And his apple advice.

4 comments:

Ashley said...

Blah, I'm so sorry! I can't even imagine your pain. We should get drinks soon.

Stephanie said...

I am so sorry.

Sometimes you just have to let it out. Even if it is the third time in the grocery store.

Xoxox

Classy Fab Sarah said...

Ugh, that's so hard. Especially when it's a public place that triggers the memory. Hugs to you!!

Allison said...

(((HUGS)))

That just stinks :( I'm sad to hear about your meltdown, but girl...that is totally normal - and if it were me, I know I'd be having regular meltdowns too!